Who I am
- December 28, 2019
Sometimes I look at me and wonder why am I made in this way.
Why am I so fragile, yet so fierce and courageous?
So fearful but at the same time, the strength I possess can build kingdoms and can break mountains.
I am often referred to as beautiful but when I look into the mirror all I see is a girl who has all these insecurities, blemishes and scars. I struggle to see what these people see.
To me my scars are ugly but to the world I am beautiful.
Why is it that I constantly under estimate who I am but the people around me value my qualities and characteristics?
Maybe it is because they see the in depths of my heart, they don’t measure beauty by what society calls beautiful, beauty for them is my strength, my passion to love and uphold, my heart, and most of all the blemishes and scars I have.
For them my insecurities, blemishes and scars are what they love about me the most because they portray my true natural state. No makeup, no façade, no fakery, just me.
I am learning to love me daily.
I am learning to embrace my true identity.
I am learning to love my natural and pure form.
I am learning that my so-called issues are what make me, me.
Overtime they have developed me into the beauty that everyone around me admires and love.
My insecurities, blemishes and scars are who I am.
They make me natural and raw.
Who are you?